oh a new decade!!!

Posted on 01 January 2010

I can’t believe this!!! 2010!!! another decade has arrived!!

time goes by so fast, i really wish i can start my life all over again XD

it was fun calling my friends in China, because of the timezone, they get to live in 2010 earlier than I do. So i was asking “ohhh how is 2010!!!!! wait for me I will catch up on u guys!”

urr how lame-o -____- but i totally forgot the countdown! since I was still revising my college essay, i am really really worried and want to give my best effort, hopefully I can make it to my reach colleges, but it seems like..meehhh

it’s a new decade! I need to forget about the past, maybe work harder in college~ whichever I will attend, I would seriously start to work hard! Gee, up til now have I come to the realization that I could have studied much harder….. oh well~ mwahahaha colleges here I come~

my new decade resolution

1. lose weight lol!  I am currently about 5′8 and very close to 5′9.  I remember two years ago when I was 5′6 and weighted about 100lbs,  I was really skinny and looked much better!  And then I don’t grow that fast anymore so all the food I ate went to my arms stomach legs and mostly, my face!!!!!

My eyes became smaller because of the fat, my nose became bigger because of the fat, and my V lined chin is forever gone…

I need to get rid at least 25 lbs, gonna see my friends in China this summer, I cannot see them with me looking like this >_<

2. Write more reviews

I am so irresponsible! I need to start write more reviews…although many other reviewers are much better and talented than me on writing…but I really enjoy doing it~ I need to at least finish reviewing Hikki’s works right?? haha~

3. Join clubs that is strange but always interested me, take some art/music classes to take up my time.

My boyfriend, whom I liked in secret for a long time and finally liked me back…broke up with me last week.

I was really sad, but good job I did not cry in front of him. I actually even smiled and joked around like I always did, but then when I came back home I started reading this really sad love story and finally cried T_T, I think I cried myself to sleep. When I woke up I cried even more because my eyes became so swollen and I looked so ugly >_<

But I was really happy, it is really hard to find someone you love who also loves you back. I was lucky to have him, even if it was not everlasting. He fell in love with another girl.  I actually knew about this before our breakup, but it was useless to save anyways. I was glad he told me straight-fowardly instead of cheating behind my back. If he did I would seriously punch his eyes and make him a human panda (maybe that’s why he chooses to tell me? lol)

Anyways, 2009 was not really a wonderful year for me. But most of the problems was due to my own irresponsibility. I am going to work harder and just live as happily as I can.

Cheers and may you have a wonderful 2010~

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2 responses to oh a new decade!!!

  • Eve says:

    Wow, we seem to have a lot in common, lol. Anyways, Just want to say Happy new years!

  • 4lvy says:

    Hypy!~ <3

    Aww, I feel so bad about your breakup! T_T And yet, I'm very impressed at how mature you are to face it in such a positive way! :D You may sound sweet and delicate, but you have a very strong heart! ^^ It avoided you suffering in 2010! :D

    I'm rooting for you!~ And keep your blog updated because it's such a cute space! I love your writing, makes me feel warm X3 Keep spreading your bright personality in 2010 and we'll all be happy! :D

    Happy (belated) new year! Wish you all the joy and happiness in the world! <3

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